DO NOT READ.


Prologue: "someone's gotta say something"


it's funny, i've been saying all along:
"if only you could see the art i'm manifesting now"
seems i've set a temporal trap for myself where all the other aspects of myself cannot possibly know my present beingness, let alone the 'sorengama' ...but that's another chapter... whatever is placed 'here' is seen and interpreted [through a glass darkly] as a form or vibration which no longer holds true to the Eye inside, immediately whatever is created must be recreated; we're constantly reconfiguring ourselves into novelty, re-embodying greater facets of the imperceptible 01...what eye really am just doesn't seem to be able to fully integrate with the earth-life system.... if my monkey-form could tangibly bring to this world that which is streamlining from our core, .. we could all simultaneously ....well.... again there are no words and this is 'my own, personal hell' - an immense sense of lack, despair and yet again, there's the infinite compassion flowing from within to these silly creatures sleepwalking the most interesting Aerth-ship eye've ever known..... from seeing the self destructive nature and chaos inherit in these apes eye feel ridiculous amounts of love for them. "forgive them father they know not what they do" jeezus, the j-man was spot on. it really is like talking to a brick wall sometimes, but then again, as eye said a while ago: in reality, there is no brick wall, and we're simply talking to ourselves.

so now what? do eye leave them all behind and pretend it never happened? go back to infinite nothingness or perhaps create another reality experience? who knows... perhaps eye'll just keep pretending to breathe and coexist with the amnesiacal children of G-d and let the dream continue dreaming itself.
..the path is on it's way..
nothing to do but experience.
no one to see but aspects of my self, no where to go but a dreamscape of uncertainty. there's no rule book on 'reality'
and it always comes down to that one line... "to be or not to be" memory is a blessed curse. the tree of knowledge of "good" and "evil" only creates a di-version while being aware of TheRealityUnderneathThisHoax moment by moment is perhaps the most painful of all experiences, and yet here eye am, amidst the mayatrix ranting to my 'self' again....
well thankfully there's more chapters to this hilarious novelty called "The Universe" (rated [?] for the curious aspects of Brahman)

okay, whichever part of "me" is absorbing this, just know you're forever looking out for yourself, this form you hold is a walking meta-computer, and the more you learn how to use it, the more you'll come face to face with the "space-time-conundrum"
and eventually the imperceptible eternity will no doubt manifest it's true mastery beyond the siddhi beyond samadhi where, together, we'll be helplessly in awe of our true Father's magnitude.

all the more reason to keep it simple. hahaha "don't follow the white rabbit"
keep your DNA distorted hahah, don't you dare awaken to the inevitable. remember, "human beings define their reality through misery and suffering."

nice and easy, eh? keep stomping on my sand castles and paint things up for what their not. yet ..inside you, beyond the sub-quantum kinetics you can't forget there is a place worth remembering. so if more of me, "out there" were to remember and actually live and breathe the over-under-innerstanding that "we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there's no such thing as death, life is just a dream and we're the imagination of ourselves" ....who knows what sort of YOUtopia could emerge then...
what lies ahead, around the 2012 gateway, as the dream awakens in itself, can only be REALized through chain reaction ... then there'll be no need to stumble about reciting the unspeakable real-igions omnipresent within the holographic youniverse, as all aspects will BE that imperceptible eternity hahaha. don't believe me? sounds far-fetched? good. there's a lie in believe for a reason. eye don't want you to believe anything, just......go fetch.

eye really can't put into words how much love is waiting for you to become. even that sentence sounds inside out..haha. we'll... Eye leave it at that, my stream of Onsciousness is waning into a waxed state of all incompasing bliss. bye for now :)

:hug: